The Food Noise Is Finally Abating
I had begun to think that the Food Noise would never abate. I was actually in the process of working to accept that my brain would likely never stop chattering at me about food. Not about hunger, about food. There is a difference.
I know what genuine hunger feels like - it's a real and physical sensation. The incessant chatter in my brain was not about hunger. Rather, it was about something else. It was, as I think I've finally figured out, about using food to distract myself from a myriad of emotions I apparently was not comfortable feeling.
Because I recently read something that resonated - when my brain chatters at me about food, and I know I am not genuinely hungry, I can simply sit quietly for a few minutes and allow the emotions that I'm apparently using food to distract from to instead come thru.
And that has been life changing. If I can simply sit quietly and allow myself to feel whatever emotions are there in my brain, not only do the emotions themselves abate, so does the food noise.
Here is an article I read recently in Psychology Today that seems to explain this much more succinctly than I am able to:
I am so very relieved. To be able to simply read a book in peace, without a constant brain chatter occurring to get something, anything, to nibble, is a brand new and wonderful experience.
Difficult change can eventually happen it would appear. I find that so positive and reassuring - even at my current stage of life, it's never to late.
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I will look at the link. Weight is still not budging and I'm sure my calorie intake is the reason. When my son fully moves into his new home, I think it'll be easier because he's naturally lean plus works out, so I know I'm putting too much on my plate aside I see his.
ReplyDeleteIt was very difficult, mentally, to get used to consuming less calories, because eating is as much a mental process for many of us as it is physical. But, after much work, I did finally become adjusted.
DeleteI think continuing to pick myself up and start again when I faltered was the key, not perfection. My line to losing weight was not remotely linear!